Goodbye My Lovely Followers

I have decided to leave. I feel this decision is best for me. As difficult & uninteresting as health is, I am tired of the cycle of disordered eating. Maybe one day you will choose it too. All I can say is, I understand the thrill of lower numbers, of going that extra mile on the treadmill, the rumbling of the stomach, the delicacy of feeling your hipbones, that utter emptiness. I also realize that if that healthy path is right for you, you will realize it too. No one else can make you choose it, it just has to be a decision that you make, & that you make alone. I have made it. I am ready to let go of this.

I appreciate every single one of you; every blog I have read, every blogger who has read mine. You have helped me through months of frustration & anxiety, have lifted me in my lows, have cheered on my highs. You are all such incredible people. I especially recognize my faithful commenters, Ariana (always so much to say, such wonderful advice, so thoughtful), Miss Alisha (so delicate, beautiful, an incredible writer), Mich (hilarious! down to earth, would be a blast to be around), Victoria Crimson (driven, thoughtful, always cheering us on!), & Cinnamon Brown (creative, gives such endearing advice, an amazing blogger friend). To everyone who has laid eyes on my blog THANK YOU, you are all beautiful.

I find it incredible, this community we have all become a part of. We battle our physical appearances, only occasionally seeing a photo or video of one another, yet share our innermost thoughts & feelings. As physical as this is, it is far more emotional, & that is what this welcoming community offers, understanding on psyche level.

I'm smiling & tearing up! I will miss you all so much.

Thanks for being here. Realize, one day, that you are all so much more than the number on the scale or the inches around your waist. You are all extraordinarily lovely.

Miss You,
Sea